Do what it do.

As indecisive as I am, I still know what I want. I'm not gonna lower my standards cause it'll satisy someone else's needs, so being that way don't make me a btch. But sometimes I just need to learn how to say "no". I'm beginning to learn that it's gotten me & is gonna get me into awkward situations. When I've gone too deep, I can't seem to fuggin get myself out of it ASAP. Eventually, but never quick enough.

It's not really my priority to jump into something if I'm not ready. When I'm ready, the world will know. As for now, I don't really care. I really hate the pressure, so let me make my own decisions. But give me your input when I ask for it. For right now, I'm pretty chill the way things are. Give it time, it'll be mofouggin worth it. (:

Over it, fasho!

I've finally let go & it feels so fuggin good. It takes me a while to get over something that meant so much to me before & that's just me. I'm not gonna straight up ask for advice, I pretty much listen to my gut, but if I'm totes stuck, I'll give you the heads up. But oh yeah, I realized I attract the "nasties with great personalities." Whatta gift. Haha but forreal, I'm too nice for the world. If I come on as leading someone on, tell me. But I think whether I like you, or not, I'll talk to you the same way. Chill & straightforward. & with thee esstra happy faces, don't feel special. Everyone gets 'em. Just saying. As for now, I don't know what to do with everything else. Maybe I'll just keep 'em. I mean I'm never gonna forget all of it completely, right? But I can finafckingly say, I'M OVER IT. <33333333

FUG.