they're like shoes on your hands

seriously my nail idol. even though she looks like an alien. she still trendy, btches.

Lazy Days

Today is one of the few days I turn down going out. I know I'm not gonna really study even though I'm supposed to. But I'd rather stay in for today. A little "me" time is something I kinda need right now. Sit around, watch tv, play with little motherese, text, go on fb & AIM, what could be better? Actually, a lot of things would be way better, but I just can't find a motive to change that. I have a project due in 2 days. Haven't started 'cause I don't have a fck about what we're supposed to do. But what I do know is that it's supposed to be about me & my personal development. Riiight. But I've grown in a lot of ways, inside & out. So kudos to me! I really have no staples/office depot supplies to start on this ish, but I found a few things that were lying around. Some sharpies, an unused scrapbook, stickers, letters, & a ticket from an nsync concert. Hope these'll actually help me with this project 'cause I'm super lazy to drive. I needa get some pictures, so a little of that & some tape/glue & I'm done! Time to start. Let's go creative juices.

Whatta waste

I've been making a list of the things they don't teach you at school.
They don't teach you how to love somebody.
They don't teach you how to be famous.
They don't teach you how to be rich or how to be poor.
They don't teach you how to walk away from someone you don't love any longer.
They don't teach you how to know what's going on in someone else's mind.
They don't teach you what to say to someone who's dying.
Honestly, they don't teach you anything important.
-Neil Gaiman

shallow...

but who isn't really? scoping at guys coming in & out, my friend asked me "yes or no" & without hesitation i said "no" at least 5 times with one glance at each one passing me by. then the words "you're so shallow. i never knew how picky you were. what kind of guys do you like?" came out of my friend's mouth. really? it may seem that way due to my "5 hottest celebrity" picks. *ahem* james franco, channing tatum, david beckham (: looks may play a big part, but i can look fcking skin deep. haha FORREAL. everyone says they have a "type" of guy/girl they go for & it's pretty true. i've noticed a pattern in the types of guys i go for. looks wise, no. personality wise, yes. make me laugh, be a gentleman & make an effort. simple as that. nothing more, nothing less. but if you bugging me 24/7, don't think so.

It's About To Be A...

GIRL FIGHT! hahaha naw just playing. i'm just a little annoyed with everything at the moment. it's the last thing i want to deal with right now. i have more important things to worry about. but i really wanna get this over with right now. puhlease. in all honesty, this could've all been avoided if you shut your mouth. how easy is that to do? REALLY EASY. so get ready 'cause your fun's about to end. watch yo back 'cause imma tell you what's up. imma let you say what you have to say & if you have nothing to say to my face...stop talking sht (: thaaank yooouu &


AMEN.

Reality

It finally kicked in. What to do now? Just hope for the best. Nothing comes easy, & I had to learn that the hard way. After a year of college, I still realized I don't really know what I want to do for the rest of my life. Nothing comes easy, but if it's what you like, it'll come easier because it's what you want to do. At the moment I'm a little disappointed. I just wish I could've done things a little differently & had more motivation to just do what I had to do. I'm sad to say that I took my opportunity here for granted. Easy to get in, hard to stay in. A seriously 'do work' kinda school. Never thought I'd see the day that I'd actually not succeed. But hey, that's reality & I can't blame anyone but myself. I was given another chance, but I missed it completely. Maybe third time's a charm? Hope so. But on a lighter note: to everyone who made my year at the hell mountain worthwhile, imma miss you, no doubt about that (:

forreal, REFRESH.

allada

my fans (: CR8<3 ish