Reality

It finally kicked in. What to do now? Just hope for the best. Nothing comes easy, & I had to learn that the hard way. After a year of college, I still realized I don't really know what I want to do for the rest of my life. Nothing comes easy, but if it's what you like, it'll come easier because it's what you want to do. At the moment I'm a little disappointed. I just wish I could've done things a little differently & had more motivation to just do what I had to do. I'm sad to say that I took my opportunity here for granted. Easy to get in, hard to stay in. A seriously 'do work' kinda school. Never thought I'd see the day that I'd actually not succeed. But hey, that's reality & I can't blame anyone but myself. I was given another chance, but I missed it completely. Maybe third time's a charm? Hope so. But on a lighter note: to everyone who made my year at the hell mountain worthwhile, imma miss you, no doubt about that (:

forreal, REFRESH.